i came home with a sore throat, flu and cough after that. after 5 days, my cough has gotten worse but the rest are recovered. but thank goodness the doctor said it is nothing close to h1n1.
spent my long holiday sleeping, eating medicine after meals and onlining.
how pathetic is that to utilize my holiday in such ways?
and ah... i have about another 20 more days to clear. what am i going to do with them?
oh ya, i am planning to go for another trip sometime this year. this time... i want something which is more relaxing. a good spa and massage perhaps. anyone?
She's Jess Friday, July 31, 2009
12:25 AM 4 pour out(s)
i gave very bad impressions generally. many friends told me that i looked snobbish, arrogant and unapproachable at a stranger's point of view.
i won't deny it. but that's when you don't know me well.
i am not likeable still. most of my relatives do not like me. it's very obvious because i speak up what is in my mind. that's excluding my maternal relatives. we get along very well despite not growing up together and we are open to criticisms.
look, i just want to say... it doesn't matter whether you like me or not because the best thing to me is that i have a bunch of friends and colleagues, even friends made out of blogging world can understand me better.
i am what i am. i hate playing the hypocrite roles like others.
and because i failed to be one good hypocrite, i am your least favourable blood related person.
fuck like i care.
yes, family's love is important. and my parents gave me the best love. and oh, the boyfriend who never fails me at any moment.
She's Jess Tuesday, July 14, 2009
10:58 PM 1 pour out(s)
just now the parents asked me to online purchase 4 movie tickets for transformer. i only managed to log in to the website after freaking many times of attempts.
was lucky to get nice middle seats. almost make the payment until i suggested to mum that i would like to join together with the boyfriend too.
well, common sense. we all already know that is freaking hard to log in to the web and it is even harder to get tickets for transformer.
generally, since you are already in the payment page, one would just get the earlier chosen 4 tickets to secure them right? due to my stupidity, i made an exit from the payment page and texted the boyfriend about the plan instead.
sigh... i only realized i made a stupid mistake after sending him the message. i tried logging in to the site again and prayed silently that the seats are still available.
after 10 minutes, i managed to get in. seats for pavilion, one utama, times square and mid valley are all sold out except for the first row from the screen from 8 p.m slots to 10 p.m slots.
i felt so bad that i have ruined the family's outing just because of my... stupidity.
mum of course nagged a bit. her nagging doesn't makes me feel any better. i feel extremely bad that i decided to sponsor them for premier class movie. lady luck isn't with me. both the premier halls in gsc signature are fully booked.
after an hour later the boyfriend replied me with a yes on the initial plan. i replied him accordingly and told him the above.
i will make sure i will treat them transformer in gsc signature together with dinner next week.
and right now i am now more convinced that stupidity is part of my name:(
She's Jess Saturday, July 04, 2009
12:45 AM 2 pour out(s)
i realized blogging has actually been a tool of me to express. like my blog's title said so. expressionism works!
right. 25th of june in years to come will definitely be a memorable day to the world. the day when we the king of pop has left the world.
i woke up in the morning feeling very sleepy as usual. i was first annoyed when i got up the the boyfriend's car because he had the radio on so loud. i kept quiet and just when i was about to close my eyes, i heard the radio announcers saying that michael jackson has passed away!
that shocking news woke me up instantly. in less than 5 minutes, i have incoming smses from friends and sister telling me that until i can't be bother reading each of every of them every time my phone beeps. i mean, expected what they are going to inform me.
rest in peace michael jackson.
now, work started as usual for me until after half an hour later, i started sneezing like nobody's business. all my colleagues can't care much because they know i have sinus. i started sneezing like that even before we have h1n1.
my sneezings later comes with me coughing none stop. about 2 hours later, i felt dizzy and feverish. one of my colleague came to me and said i am having fever.
i wasn't worry at first until 11 a.m, god knows why i felt so panicked. i left all my work aside and headed to the nearby panel clinic.
i told the doctor i have been sneezing for hours and coughing terribly until my lungs hurt. the doctor then had my body temperature taken and i said, "i am ok, right?".
instead of giving me a yes or no answer, she said, "now, listen to me. i will give you an mc and please go to kuala lumpur general hospitalimmediately and go to the h1n1 counter and get yourself an examination done."
i.was.stunned and the only thing that came to my mind is... i have a lot of things not done yet! i really thought i will be meeting michael jackson in another world.
i called up the boyfriend and mum while waiting to collect my medicines. and believe it or not, i do not know where is general hospital. i passed by the place many times but didn't know it is general hospital until i was there.
i left office straight after telling lady boss. basically the whole department gone... worried! lady boss even said the department can just has the disaster recovery now instead of the schedule period which is in september.
the boyfriend left his work despite he is so busy to fetch me there even it was raining cats and dogs. seriously, i really owe him a lot. i will be out of my mind and not knowing what to do if he wasn't there for me. like i said, all i knew was death drawing near.
the parents and younger sister who is still in school uniform were also in the hospital later after that. speaking of the hospital, man... i have so much to say but maybe not publicly even we have this thing called freedom of speech.
anyway, my fever has subsided now but the headaches are getting worse even after i had my rest. sorry that i left all the calls and smses from fellow colleagues and friends unattented. i know my handphone was ringing but i was just too sick.
i am very touched by everyone. theboyfriend is the greatest love to me. he didn't say anything and didn't even mind me not putting the mask on. i mean, no point since i will be just sneezing. not that i want to be irresponsible. i offered the mask to him just in case some people want to further accuse me for being irresponsible but still, he assured me saying it's alright.
the parents who rushed their ways to hospital. my handphone was so busy right after i told mum and the boyfriend about it. both of them called non stop to check out on me before i was on my way to the hospital.
friends and colleagues called and texted me to find out about me. what's most unexpected is the panel doctor who bothers to call me twice!
look, i just feel so loved and am fine! =)
She's Jess Friday, June 26, 2009
11:50 PM 2 pour out(s)
mine was just another weekend outing with the boyfriend. the only different is... he was terribly sick on that day but yet, he brought me out for movie, the curious case of benjamin button.
look, i am not whining actually. you see, before valentine's approaches, i have already had this question, "what? valentine's what? what so special ey?" trickling in my mind.
colleagues and friends were already asking what's the plan and my answer to them is "valentine's is too commercialized already and i am old to celebrate valentine's".
seriously, few years back i would be damn excited and anticipating for this so called lovey- dovey days. things changed and i am kind of surprise seeing myself not looking forward to it too.
and when i received a bouquet of roses delivered, i thoroughly read through the message which i believe it's just copy and paste message and almost all girls read that similar message on that day. the difference is only the sender's name and mine read as "from:_____".
it was blank ey!
in less than an hour, my colleagues have already found out it was from who. like, wtf?
also, why couples deliberately dress up so nicely on that day? you know, i actually witnessed those girls who dressed up in cocktail dresses like as if they are going to a ball or something? again like, wtf?
i don't know whether is the age factor that i am seeing things differently or maybe i wasn't in the mood this year?
but one thing i am really proud to tell you all is, look, i had him again on valentine'sand that you know what, everyday is valentine's to me.
i foreseeing myself not celebrating christmas too.
we'll see.
She's Jess Wednesday, February 18, 2009
6:45 PM 2 pour out(s)
am now officially 22 years old and already feel so old.
:/
i had an advanced celebration with the whole department in office. we had about 20 pizzas altogether and 1tiramisu cake and 1blueberry cake.
that was our pizza over dosed day.
on my birthday, i celebrated with my family and theboyfriend of course. i told mum i want her fried prawn fritters and dad bought lots of big prawns. they were as big as my half of my palm!
and that was our fried prawn fritters over dosed day!
later the other extended relatives came and am surprised everyone turned up. i thought the eldestuncle's family were supposed to host their weekly cell group in their house.
yes, i have been having at least 2 cakes on my birthday ever since the boyfriend came into my life :)i don't know how he managed to dig superb cakes.
i cut the cakes the way i like it.
i had 2cakes on my 20th birthday. on my 21st birthday, the cake was just too huge that we can't afford to have 2 different flavours.
this year, i actually had 4 altogether. do we get more cakes as we grow older?
the third generation of the wong's family.
the parents asked me to get a watch for myself as my birthday gift. damn happy because ever since i entered teenage life, i did not received any birthday gifts from them :p
feel so pampered suddenly.
i settled on my love at first sight watch from seiko.
some candid photos snapped by the boyfriend's sister when we were in ayer tawar during chinese new year.
baby zx was trying to take a sip from theboyfriend.
theboyfriendwho needs to learn how to carry a toddler properly.
baby zx is just so cute.
just in case you do not know, i love babies a lot. have been bugging the girlfriends who are married to get one soon so i could be their most loving godmother:p but unfortunately, they want their own honeymoon seasons:s
by the way, baby zx is the boyfriend's cousin's daughter. and baby addresses the boyfriend as uncle in mandarin!
he like very old and somehow aunti- fied me also :s
She's Jess Thursday, February 05, 2009
10:22 PM 6 pour out(s)
3rd of february marks a very significant date to us- our anniversary.
We had our first, our second and today's 3rd, our 3rd year of togetherness.
3 years ago on this date, you travelled all the way from kepong to cheras just to ask me out to dine in a pancake restaurant in bandar utama but unfortunately the shop actually closed down without you knowing.
I love pancakes but it didn't disappoint me simply because it was our first outing.
We ended up in wong kok char chan theng in one u. that was the first time you held my hand after we got down from your car and you addressed me as dear while you were offering me your cheese baked rice with chicken chop.
As time goes by, our relationship progressed. We went through lots of good times and hell lots of bad moments, which I take them as ways of communication for us both to understand each other.
Honey, I love you lots not because of how much gifts and time you have showered me.
You have never once show your back to me even the whole world does.
You show me what love is.
most importantly, you love me because of me (both good and bad sides of myself).
dearest, i know your love for me is more than what i deserve.
thanks for everything and happy anniversary.
i look forward to celebrate more years of togetherness with you.
=)
i am always yours!
She's Jess Tuesday, February 03, 2009
12:04 AM 4 pour out(s)
about 2 weeks ago, i spotted this store that offers a hell lots of different sandals in lot 10. birkenstock, that's the name. those that i thoroughly glanced through carried a price tag of about rm 200-ish each pair.
i wanted to get one during my outing with my sister the other day but as mentioned, i was just too busy for other more important stuffs.
yours truly here didn't bother checking the price tag of this limited edition pair of sandals. i thought they are about the same range of rm200- ish.
i was dazed when i saw that figure 3-4-9 at the counter while the boyfriend was making the payment and i was wearing my heels. i wanted to pay myself but i had to get my heels on first what.
i left feeling damn guilty for that hefty price but happy that i owned that pair of nice comfy sandals.
love it very much=)
and to those who thinks they are smart to teach me what to do, don't worry about me not paying him back just in case you might want to label me with some names. i have figured out what to do.
family is on the way back from genting. am ready to get some naggings from mum for that wonderful purchase :p
by the way, how's chinese new year so far? mine was great and i had a totally different experience.
i followed the boyfriend back to his hometown last saturday. we savor lots of food and delicacies. not forgetting the fresh coconut juice! also the roast turkey!
*salivating*
met almost all his relatives there. it was really very different as compare to my family. i mean, they are all so close and i feel just like home. in fact, better.
i don't mean i don't like my relatives and all but when i share my experience with my sisters and mum, they hope for a celebration like mine with his family too.
nah, i know this is complicated but it's actually not if you know about myself, my family and my extended relatives.
apart from the feeling very home-y, there were lots of fireworks and firecrackers. imagine non stop of crackings and poppings from 10 p.m to about 2 a.m. it's actually so much better than what we had on new year eve in kuala lumpur.
and since i followed him back, i had about 30% increase to my ang pow collections. it has been really a long time that i collected this much.
now, tell me how can i not enjoy? :p
She's Jess Thursday, January 29, 2009
10:05 PM 4 pour out(s)
the boyfriend touched kuala lumpur at 12.45 a.m. heonly came out from the international arrival hall at about 1.30 a.m.
but that's not the issue now since he's back home safely. i am going to rant about our low cost carrier terminal.
parents accompanied me all the way there. it was my first visit to lcct and i am not quite sure i will reach there safely. so dad was driving behind me. and everytime i drove faster a little, he would drives next to me and signalled me to slow down. too worried that i can't control the car.
so ya, i actually went all my way to klia instead of lcct. god damn it. i hate their signages.
kargo/ terminal lcct.
and it was damn bloody small okay?
we left home at 11.30 p.m. reached there at 12.40 a.m. not too late since i drove exceeded the speed limit and we actually made a turn around from klia to lcct.
had our coffees in coffee bean and the family left back home.
the boyfriendcame out after i waited for about 20 minutes. lcct reminds me of kl sentral and i had awful experiences in kl sentral.
told myself and theboyfriend that i will not want to board a plane in lcct. called me a bitch but fuck like i care, you're not paying for my flight ticket.
we headed to steven's corner at 2.45 a.m. the boyfriend always crav for their food everytime hecomes back from overseas.
yes, i was extremely tired and am still tired.
anyway, to end this post, have a great celebration people!
my chinese new year celebration this will be different.
till then!
She's Jess Saturday, January 24, 2009
3:46 PM 4 pour out(s)
i took leave today. thought of cleaning my room and then find the ex- colleagues for lunch before hitting the gym.
that was my initial plan.
i ended up spending my time in pavilion. watched all well ends well with the sister. quite a hilarious show. good for people like me who is currently undergoing some kind of thing called stress.
got a 2 weeks earlier birthday gift from the sister.
am going with the sister, the girlfriends, the boyfriend and a lot more! =)
by the way, i got my confirmation appraisal last week. very happy with my result. it's more than what i expected. kpi rating is almost perfect! another happier news, am entitled for bonus too.
i know my post very incoherent. i still have my room to clean before heading to the airport.
yes, i wished i am flying off to somewhere but unfortunately i am going to the boyfriend.
i want his job. very high pay and lots of business trip but damn it, i know nuts about it.
oh well, can't wait to see him!
i shall end this with my greeting here.
happy chinese new year and have an ox- picious year!
She's Jess Friday, January 23, 2009
8:22 PM 3 pour out(s)
chinese new year is around the corner and that also means february is approaching soon.
lovefebruarya lot. click here if you really want to know why.
=)
last weekend a local bank situated near by my house had a so called chinese new year open house. mum was out to buy lunch for the sisters and she stopped by together with the aunties and uncles. they were having a q and a session then. 2 aunties went up to the mini stage to answer but none got it right. mum then went up and got the answer correctly. god knows why she behaved like that. she was surprised that she went up there too :/for your info, she will never get involved in things like that.
she won 2 miniature zodiac jade accessories. a rabbit and a dog.
the rabbit which now belongs to me.
love it ey! very cute and yes, i am a fire rabbit.
for the family.
from the boyfriend.
unlike the last2years' hampers which stood tall but not value for money, this time it is from eu yan sang. all health supplements. no more unheard brands of chips and snacks.
i am only interested in the bird nest and dried scallops! :p
*imagining having steamed egg with dried scallops*
also from eu yan sang.
for the grandparents.
just realized chinese new year is about spending money. and a hamper can costs a bomb.
the boyfriend's wallet must really hurt a lot.
by the way, i had my first yee sang of the year last night with the family and the boyfriend. never realized it can taste so good, except for the sliced salmons.
She's Jess Monday, January 12, 2009
9:51 PM 2 pour out(s)
my camera is not functioning properly. already planning to get one but don't know which one. i lost faith in canon.
on girlfriend tm's wedding morning, very busy and time was limited. as for dinner time, too busy talking, teasing, bitching, gossiping, enjoying the food, and making sure our other halves are okay, hence not much photos too.
ys and tm- happily married.
ianand jesslyn- happily attached.
notice that we were both in same shades of clothes?=) and don't bother telling me my boyfriend looked arrogant. yes, we both are!
jesslyn and ly- happily doing things together always.
we had a simple home cooked dinner at home. initially i wanted to treat the family to jarrod & rawlins but the parents insisted i should save up.
well, i will still want to dine there though :)
life is short so i really do not mind splurging on food.
can't wait for the weekend to come. attending girlfriend's wedding.
she is hotter than what you see.
and... on a lighter note, i am considering of closing a blog. as for my thoughts of penning down my memories... i am thinking of having a personal blog.
She's Jess Monday, January 05, 2009
10:20 PM 8 pour out(s)
i chopped off my waist length hair to my shoulder length. also my then- longer- than- my- face- fringes to now only- right- after eye length.
sorry, i do not know how to describe further but i definitely look worse and you think i am bothered to snap a photo?
=(
don't know why everyone said i look better? longer nicer what? very obvious that these people are trying to console me :s
and that bloody much regretted hair cut costs me a hundred ringgit. i am still consoling myself that...
nevermind about the new style. nevermind about the money. the services provided and the coffee and tidbits served in this salon really worth paying.
by the way, we tried emperor q and hong kong dessert in pavilion. no comment!
and papa john's in times square also no comment.
She's Jess Monday, December 29, 2008
1:55 PM 5 pour out(s)
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.: [her- self] :.
.: [her bits] :. I amJesslyn.
have been living
in kuala Lumpur since the 6th of february in some years ago.
still growing up and
struggling with life.
embracing my very own life
now, so mess not with me, interfere not with me. overall, i am
just nothing to be precise.
oh, I loveiandearly.
just one thing you got to remember always.
by the way, this
is what others think of me. and what's your verdict?
white chocolate cake, courtesy from mum.
my strawberry white chocolate new york cheesecake, courtesy from the boyfriend.
i cut the cakes the way i like it.
the third generation of the wong's family.
criteria retroegrade with purple coloured mother of pearl dial.
diamond pendant from wah chan.
the result of not having a proper camera to snap.
additions to my chinese new year collections.
a snoopy mug and mouse pad set.
baby zx was trying to take a sip from the boyfriend. 
the boyfriend who needs to learn how to carry a toddler properly.
baby zx is just so cute.
my then most expensive pair of sandals.
my very own pair of silk flowers red velours.
harajuku lovers fragrance.
lil' angel.
pineapple tarts from manager.
very yummy.
jason mraz's concert.
mushroom, fortune cookies, yee sang and abalone. all from amway.
the rabbit which now belongs to me.
for the family.
also from eu yan sang.
for the grandparents.
ys and tm- happily married.
ian and jesslyn- happily attached.
jesslyn and ly- happily doing things together always.
cake from su's cakes for kicks.
we had the white chocolate cheese cake.
bird nest from the boyfriend and myself.
she is hotter than what you see.
